Lyrics Page: Selected lyrics from published songs.
Selections from Storyteller 1: Blue Days and Blue Nights.
This album opens with a blues that I wrote sitting on the porch with an autoharp and a glass of beer. Going Nowhere combines images from a trip on The Empire Builder with visions of a single Mother and baby I shared a bus ride with a long time ago. On harmonica is my good friend Mike Janes from Juneau Alaska, who also closes the album with our instrumental tribute to The Siegel Schwall Blues Band from Chicago.
Going Nowhere
It’s a long long long train ride, with a baby
Deep deep into the night, with her baby
Nothing but black emptiness outside
Mind numbing hours before she arrives
With her baby
The train just drones its way along through the prairie
Train driver hums without a song through the prairie
His coffee stale as the cabin air
He takes a sip and does not care
He’s half crazy
The town’s asleep as the train rolls by, nobody’s watching.
Another empty nighttime sky over restless dreaming
They know the train will lead somewhere
But most are just too tired to care
They’re going nowhere
It’s a long long long train ride, with a baby
Deep deep into the night, with her baby
Nothing but black emptiness outside
Mind numbing hours before she arrives
With her baby
She’s going nowhere
She’s going nowhere
What's a Working Man To Do is simply about the dramatic and destructive changes in our economy, from a Post World War II industrial boom to the closing of factories and the replacement of union jobs with service sector jobs and their subsequent low wages.
What’s a working man to do?
Got three sons young and strong
Worry ‘bout them all day long
They can’t afford to be in school
Don’t want them to be some General’s tool
What’s a working man to do
When he’s got no place to use his tools?
Clerking at the counter
In the hat of a fool
Singing the song of the Working Man Blues
Telemarketing’s the thing
For the kid’s to home some money bring
Cash in the pocket the Devil’s deal
For cigarettes and a steering wheel
What’s a working man to do
When he’s got no place to use his tools?
Clerking at the counter
In the hat of a fool
Singing the song of the Working Man Blues
I grew up around the factories
Lunch box, thermos and a Union fee
Metatarsal plate on steel toed boot
Breathe in the smoke and rub in the soot
What’s a working man to do
When he’s got no place to use his tools?
Clerking at the counter
In the hat of a fool
Singing the song of the Working Man Blues
What’s a working man to do
Just stand there grinning like some damn fool
Go deep into debt that’s the rule
Just don’t get sick if you’re a Walmart mule
What’s a working man to do
When he’s got no place to use his tools?
Clerking at the counter
In the hat of a fool
Singing the song of the Working Man Blues
So dream your little dreams and Drink a little beer
Pay no attention that you’re bringing up the rear
It’s an ownership society and here is what you get
You’re a proud new owner of the National debt
What’s a working man to do
When he’s got no place to use his tools?
Clerking at the counter
In the hat of a fool
Singing the song of the Working Man Blues
Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec
Life is Painful is a talker set to music. It's tongue in cheek and in your face at the same time, especially if you are walking along feeling sorry for yourself and complaining about your depression. The guitar on the recording is played by Sara Brooks, the speed metal member of our family and it makes for a lethal combination of word and music.
Life is So Painful
Life is painful, death is worse
You can live on pain pills or ride a hearse
You can rot with whiskey or rot with time
Sigh with despair until you lose you mind
If you turn your back there’s a friend with a knife
Things’d be so much better if you just got a life
Everybody’s against you, Nobody cares
Bad Luck rises up looks you down with a stare
Your phone got shut off you got bills you can’t pay
You wake up to worry the rest of the day
If you were just pretty or lucky or shrewd
If you weren’t so damned stubborn obnoxious and crude
Then your days would be happy and the skies would be blue
But life is so painful when you have to be you.
W. A. Kostelec, November 2002
This is a disaster waiting to happen and for the sake of lower costs, higher profits corporate America will put us all at risk. This is just another example of the same old thing.
The Rathdrum Prairie Refueling Depot Disaster
The water runs deep the water runs clean beneath the prairie grasses
The Winter snows beneath the sun rush down the mountain passes
Cool streams to slake the Bear and Elk Where trout and salmon run
The life-blood of all living things that thrive beneath the Sun
The aquifer of life lies hidden there heart pumping its good waters
A Daddy runs a glassful and gives it to his daughter
The apple orchards in the Spring grow green and smell of honey
But somewhere in a boardroom there’s some "suits" talking of money
“Cut down on our expenses and maximize our profit
Call up our politician friends make sure that they’re in our pockets
Our engines run on diesel but our lifeblood is the dollar
When big money decides to take the lead the important folks will foller”
Your diesel is a poison and it burns a smoky hot
Pulling miles and miles and miles of cars of everything we got
Lumber going across the sea to the islands of Japan
And goods from Chinese factories stamped with home-grown sounding brands
“Our engines drink a mighty drink of the smelly diesel brew
It takes a lot to feed them and it costs a great deal too
Out on that pretty Rathdrum Prairie let’s build ourselves a depot
Well hire some lawyers and engineers and sell it to the people.
Were going to lay a sheet of plastic down it’ll last a thousand years
A depot high tech and foolproof there is nothing for to fear
Pay no mind our poison tanks sitting above your aquifer
We would not let a drop to fall into your good clean water”
The corporate boys they had their way the politicians went along
The people raised a mighty cry but still the deed was done
Now the plastic sheet is leaking and your poisons sinking down
To foul our lifes-blood treasure laying hidden beneath the ground
The money boys always get their way, Politicians get their pay
The corporate lawyers nod and smile It’s just a game they play
The Suits they collect the profits and the workers get the grease
Just a ccol glass of fresh clean water is all I ask in relief
I don’t ask for much in this old world; Keep your diamonds and your gold
A guitar, wife and family and some peace when I am old
Keep your oil out of my water keep your poison from my well
If there’s any justice in this old world you’ll drink diesel fuel in Hell
If there's any justice in this old world, you'll drink diesel fuel in Hell
Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec
This song's a couple of years old now but the reality is still there; tax cuts for the wealthy and a deepening gap between the rich and the poor. It is as bad now as it was immediately before the stock market crash and Great Depression!
The Tax-Cut Deficit Flu
I’m carrying the national debt
Sinking deeper into the deficit
My children got their own load too
Trying to find a good job, something to do
Can’t shake it just sticks like glue
A bad case of the Deficit Flu
They gave me 400 dollars back last year
I’ll be paying for it for 400 years
The President says I should be glad
Most expensive refund that I’ve ever had
I guess the rich folks aren’t raising any flack
Coulda bought my house with what they got back
All them business suits shining in the sun
In the glory days of business man fun
Got their Hummers all polished on the street
Got their man on the White House beat
As for me I’m here nervous and blue
Got a bad case of the deficit Flu
I always try to pay as I go
Cut up my credit cards a long time ago
Got a Toyota with two hundred thousand miles
Guess I’ll be driving it a long, long while
I can be thrifty and frugal, honest and true
That won’t help at all when the Deficit comes Due
I’m carrying the national debt
Sinking deeper into the deficit
My children got their own load too
Trying to find a good job something to do
Can’t shake it just sticks like glue
Got a bad case of the Deficit Flu
It’s not my own debt makes me feel so blue
I got a bad case of the Big Tax Cut Deficit Flu
Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec
What do Georgia Gilmore and Martha Stewart have in common? Not much.
Georgia Theresa Gilmore
Georgia Theresa Gilmore, she died in the kitchen
She was cooking a pot of chicken like she had always done
Always in the background, She did what she could do
To keep the people marching. ‘til they got the battle won
Georgia Theresa Gilmore, seems like she was always cooking
Maybe not too good looking but a Mama to them all
She had a Club from Nowhere with the ladies from Montgomery
Raising money selling pastries, her way of battering down that wall
Georgia Theresa Gilmore she walked slowly to the doorway
A white-haired bouncer stood there stone-faced and said
“Who do we have today?”
She says “I’m nobody special, I just cooked chicken for some people
That were doing a work of freedom. Guess my heart just gave away.”
The bouncer stood there grinning and pulled her into that blue heaven
There were lots of people standing that she’d known along the way
A big long white-clothed table just waiting for a feasting
And the smells of someone’s kitchen. It was Georgia Gilmore’s day
Georgia Theresa Gilmore said “The food is smells like heaven. And I sure do have a hunger.
Why it makes me want to sing” . She laughed a great surprise and their were tears in her eyes
to see who was doing the cooking; a smiling Martin Luther King.
At the door came a bold knocking and it was pretty Martha Stewart,
the bouncer asked, “What have you done to come a trucking to my door?”
“Why I’m rich and very famous, I’m a wonderful decorator,
and I can cook a gourmet meal, I’m clever, cute and more”
The Bouncer nodded slowly “You know I heard about your story, and I am really sorry but you can’t come in today.
Today we are a feasting someone who cooked for lots of people.
She cooked for love and freedom and she gave her heart away.”
Georgia Theresa Gilmore, she died in the kitchen
She was cooking a pot of chicken like she had always done
She’d say “ I’m nobody special, I just cooked chicken for some people
That were doing a work of freedom. ‘til they got the battle won “.
Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec
In a one week period I wrote 7 songs and then a friend said, "You ought to write one about Social Security." Here's number eight.
Social Insecurity
I got a social insecurity I can feel it in my bones
There’s a changing of the weather and dark clouds over my home
A Bible in the pulpit and morality on the tongue
A shadow falls across the land a cloud across the sun
They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones
But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns
There’s an old man on the corner his beard a yellowed gray
His coat’s too warm for Springtime, his sanity’s gone astray
There’s a line out on the sidewalk of men and women young and old
Smoking cigarettes while they’re waiting to enter where their life’s blood’s sold
In a shining defining moment there’s the man on the TV
Talking earnestly about his plan to save Social Security
He’s frightening all the old folks and lying to the young
"The system’s nearly bankrupt something radical’s to be done"
He’s the hero of the right wing to set the people free
From the socialistic prism of the Roosevelt legacy
He’s a man of the people, he’s the common people’s man
Climbed up himself from near the bottom of his Grandfather’s wealthy clan
They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones
But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns
I’ve got a social insecurity the hair is raising on my back
The watchdog’s are out watching and the spies are keeping a close track
Creepy peeking eyes hide beneath their Inquisition hoods
There’s a guard at the gate where once the freedom’s beacon stood
There’s A Bible in the pulpit and morality on the tongue
A shadow falls across the land a cloud across the sun
They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones
But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns
I got a social insecurity I can feel it in my bones
There’s a changing of the weather and dark clouds over my home
Copyright 2005, W. A. Kostelec
Here are a couple songs from earlier recordings.
Another song about work, hard work, and about the people who do it. And guess what, a lot of them are and have been immigrants!
Child of Immigration
I am a night shift weldor, waiting for the dawn
Sweating over steel with a smoking electric gun
Building big earth movers to tear up Mother's ground
And making union wages, blue‑collar dreams pinned down.
My father was a stillman in an oil refinery
His father came from Europe to make money and be free
Came to work the steel mills and to raise a family
The poison of the steel dust killed him though they blamed it on TB
I am a country farmer working out in my fields
Keeping my machines up and increasing all my yields
I'm the backbone of my country in the breadbasket of the land
Putting food on peoples tables with the labor of my hands.
My parents came from Norway to till the prairie ground
Mine were European Gypsies who came here to settle down
Sometimes they called us squareheads,
sometimes they called us round,
We settled in the mountains, we settled in the towns.
I'm the land of immigration, they call me melting pot
I've a coat of many colors and I'll tell you what I'm not
I'm not a rubber stamp, I'm not a pre‑fit mold
But I can take your foreign steel and refine it into gold
I'm not a thoroughbred, I'm not a pedigree
Just a shaggy friendly mutt, that's the way I want to be
My people they are Christian, my people they are Jews
My people they are Muslim, my people are Hindu.
Sometimes I like the foreigners and there are times I don't
Sometimes I think they'll steal my job
There are times I know they won't
The thing that keeps me honest is to remember who I am
I'm the child of immigration in
An Immigrated Land
I'm the land of immigration, they call me melting pot
I've a coat of many colors and I'll tell you what I'm not
I'm not a rubber stamp, I'm not a pre‑fit mold
But I can take your foreign steel and refine it into gold.
Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec
I had a friend that everybody called Duke. In WWII he worked out of England flying B-17s. He was also a storyteller and I heard hundreds of them over the years. The scars of war affect veterans in many ways. Most of them cope with their scars and that allows us the luxury of romanticizing their experiences and their wars, and thus we feel free to keep going to war. Sometimes the coping mechanisms that people use are destructive forces in themselves and they end up masking the true sources of a person's dysfunction.
Memorial Day
There's a pear tree in the corner that he planted in the Spring of '63
His youngest child turned 2 that day now each pear tastes of a memory
The yellow roses are dropping petals as they have for 25 years or so
The old fence it leans so little; good post-holes that he dug so long ago
He drinks a cup of coffee sitting by himself at the kitchen table
No matter how he sweetens it the coffee always tastes of regret
The garden looks neglected though he weeds it whenever he is able
But lately he is feeling the kind of tired for which there is no rest
It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright
It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night
But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll
On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul
Along the shady street there are just a couple lonely flags a flying
It's been a windy Spring but today they are hanging sad and limp
The rattle of a lawnmower and the chatter of some children break the silence
He'd like to have a cigarette but instead he takes the pills prescribed for him
It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright
It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night
But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll
On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul
In the kitchen drawer there's a box full of ribbons and brassy things
Some costume jewelry and mementos but he still wears his wedding ring
His fingers are all swollen as he fumbles through the remnants of a time
When the things that he believed in were the medals and the ribbons in his mind
It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright
It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night
But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll
On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul
Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec
Smiling Jack, a Talking Blues
My house sits longs side a railroad track and I cross that bridge to get myself back
and forth to work bout every day and once in awhile along the way I meet some fella
walking the line and we nod our heads or spend some time blowing the breeze
just standing above the river rolling.
One day in the Fall on my way back I ran into a man called Smiling Jack by those that
knew him, that called him friend, a train had just passed around the bend, and me and
Jack talked for quite awhile, he had a faded coat and a hesitating smile.
A nice little fella about five foot three and by his coat I could see that he’d been in the
Army, and it’d been some time, so I asked him about it and it was on his mind to talk
and he really let go, his eyes were red and his talk was slow.
My brother and me, we got us a ranch, got some horses, good piece a land, good
place for a man to spend his time. But not me I gotta come down here and stand in line at the VA hospital.
Don’t do no damned good, seems to me Got a case a that Agent Orange disease.
Boy I haven’t been able to hold down work , and them bureaucrats, don’t care who they hurt,
my legs are useless about half the time, My stomach’s shot
there are some days I think I’m gonna lose my mind.
I’m staying down on the River with my friend Jim, he’s got a bad liver he’s a drinking
man, and I’m afraid one o these days I’m gonna have to put him in the ground.
In Seattle they’re looking for a liver for Jim but he’s gotta stay off the liquor and its hard on him
But he’s trying cause its the only chance he’s got.
With that Jack pulled his coat in tight and smiled and bid me have a good night and
walked off hunched up in his own peculiar way. And I could hear the coming of another
train and hurried off down the track again and that’s the last time I ever saw old Smiling
Jack.
You see and hear a lot of funny things when you live so close to the railroad trains,
them tracks are good for moving more than tankers and boxcars.
Under the bridge they might congregate, human surplus on the move from state to
state, more stories to tell than the Brooklyn or the Golden Gate.
In the Dark of the Night the trains go rumbling down, above the drifters asleep on the
Cold Cold Ground, as I lay there listening to the rattling on my window glass;
I think about the difference between them and me but the truth is I just can’t see
how such a life can ever come to pass
Lot’s a people took off for the road, stuck in some Limbo like bodiless souls, like the
whistling of the wind or the train rumbling in the night,
Go wandering down some endless track, they got to keep going cause they can’t turn back,
like the man on the bridge they call Smiling Jack…
Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec