Lyrics Page: Selected  lyrics from published songs.

 

 

Selections from Storyteller 1: Blue Days and Blue Nights.

This album opens with a blues that I wrote sitting on the porch with an autoharp and a glass of beer.  Going Nowhere combines images from a trip on The Empire Builder with visions of a single Mother and baby I shared a bus ride  with a long time ago. On harmonica is my good friend Mike Janes from Juneau Alaska, who also closes the album with our instrumental tribute to The Siegel Schwall Blues Band from Chicago.

 

Going Nowhere

  

It’s a long long long train ride, with a baby

Deep deep into the night, with her baby

Nothing but black emptiness outside

Mind numbing hours before she arrives

With her baby

 

The train just drones its way along through the prairie

Train driver hums without a song through the prairie

His coffee stale as the cabin air

He takes a sip and does not care

He’s half crazy

 

The town’s asleep as the train rolls by, nobody’s watching.

Another empty nighttime sky over restless dreaming

They know the train will lead somewhere

But most are just too tired to care

They’re going nowhere

 

 

It’s a long long long train ride, with a baby

Deep deep into the night, with her baby

Nothing but black emptiness outside

Mind numbing hours before she arrives

With her baby

She’s going nowhere

She’s going nowhere

 

What's a Working Man To Do is simply about the dramatic and destructive changes in our economy, from a Post World War II industrial boom to the closing of factories and the replacement of union jobs with service sector jobs and their subsequent low wages.

 

What’s a working man to do?

 

 Got three sons young and strong

Worry ‘bout them all day long

They can’t afford to be in school

Don’t want them to be some General’s tool

What’s a working man to do

When he’s got no place to use his tools?

Clerking at the counter

In the hat of a fool

Singing the song of the Working Man Blues

 

Telemarketing’s the thing

For the kid’s to home some money bring

Cash in the pocket the Devil’s deal

For cigarettes and a steering wheel

What’s a working man to do

When he’s got no place to use his tools?

Clerking at the counter

In the hat of a fool

Singing the song of the Working Man Blues

 

I grew up around the factories

Lunch box, thermos and a Union fee

Metatarsal plate on steel toed boot

Breathe in the smoke and rub in the soot

What’s a working man to do

When he’s got no place to use his tools?

Clerking at the counter

In the hat of a fool

Singing the song of the Working Man Blues

 

What’s a working man to do

Just stand there grinning like some damn fool

Go deep into debt that’s the rule

Just don’t get sick if you’re a Walmart mule

What’s a working man to do

When he’s got no place to use his tools?

Clerking at the counter

In the hat of a fool

Singing the song of the Working Man Blues

  

So dream your little dreams and Drink a little beer

Pay no attention that you’re bringing up the rear

It’s an ownership society and here is what you get

You’re a proud new owner of the National debt

What’s a working man to do

When he’s got no place to use his tools?

Clerking at the counter

In the hat of a fool

Singing the song of the Working Man Blues

 

 Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec

 

Life is Painful is a talker set to  music.        It's tongue in cheek and in your face at the same time, especially if you are walking along feeling sorry for yourself and complaining about your depression.       The guitar on the recording is played by Sara Brooks, the speed  metal member of our family and it makes for a lethal combination of word and music.

Life is So Painful

 

Life is painful, death is worse

You can live on pain pills or ride a hearse

You can rot with whiskey or rot with time

Sigh with despair until you lose you mind

If you turn your back there’s a friend with a knife

Things’d be so much better if you just got a life

 

Everybody’s against you, Nobody cares

Bad Luck rises up looks you down with a stare

Your phone got shut off you got bills you can’t pay

You wake up to worry the rest of the day

If you were just pretty or lucky or shrewd

If you weren’t so damned stubborn obnoxious and crude

Then your days would be happy and the skies would be blue

But life is so painful when you have to be you.

 

W. A. Kostelec, November 2002

 

 

This is a disaster waiting to happen and for the sake of lower costs, higher profits corporate America will put  us all at risk.     This is just another example of the same old thing.  

The Rathdrum Prairie Refueling Depot Disaster

 

The water runs deep the water runs clean beneath the prairie grasses

The Winter snows beneath the sun rush down the mountain passes

Cool streams to slake the Bear and Elk Where trout and salmon run

The life-blood of all living things that thrive beneath the Sun

 

The aquifer of life lies hidden there  heart pumping its good waters

A Daddy runs a glassful and gives it to his daughter

The apple orchards in the Spring grow green and smell of honey

But somewhere in a boardroom there’s some "suits" talking of money

 

“Cut down on  our expenses and maximize our profit

Call up  our politician friends make sure that they’re in our pockets

Our engines run on diesel but our lifeblood is the dollar

When big money decides to take the lead the important folks will foller”

 

Your diesel is a poison and it burns a smoky hot

Pulling miles and miles and miles of cars of everything we got

Lumber going across the sea to the islands of Japan

And goods from Chinese factories stamped with home-grown sounding brands

 

“Our engines drink a mighty drink of the smelly diesel brew

It takes a lot to feed them and it costs a great deal too

Out on that pretty Rathdrum Prairie  let’s build ourselves a depot

Well hire some lawyers and engineers and sell it to the people.

 

Were going to lay a sheet of plastic down it’ll last a thousand years

A depot high tech and foolproof there is nothing for to fear

Pay no mind our poison tanks sitting above your aquifer

We would not let a drop to fall into your good clean water”

 

The corporate boys they had their way the politicians went along

The people raised a mighty cry but still the deed was done

Now the plastic sheet is leaking and your poisons sinking down

To foul our lifes-blood treasure laying hidden beneath the ground

 

The money boys always get their way, Politicians get their pay

The corporate lawyers nod and smile It’s just a game they play

The Suits they collect the profits and the workers get the grease

Just a ccol glass of  fresh clean water is all I ask in relief

 

I don’t ask for much in this old world;  Keep your diamonds and your gold

A guitar, wife and family and some peace when I am old

Keep your oil out of my water keep your poison from my well

If there’s any justice in this old world you’ll drink diesel fuel in Hell 

 If there's any justice in this old world, you'll drink diesel fuel in Hell

Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec

 

This song's a couple of years old now but the reality is still there; tax cuts for the wealthy and a deepening gap between the rich and the poor.  It is as bad now as it was immediately before the stock market crash and Great Depression!

The Tax-Cut Deficit Flu

 

I’m carrying the national debt

Sinking deeper into the deficit

My children got their own load too

Trying to find a good job, something to do 

Can’t shake it just sticks like glue

A bad case of the Deficit Flu

 

They gave me 400 dollars back last year

I’ll be paying for it for 400 years

The President says I should be glad

Most expensive refund that I’ve ever had

I guess the rich folks aren’t raising any flack

Coulda bought my house with what they got back

 

All them business suits shining in the sun

In the glory days of business man fun

Got their Hummers all polished on the street

Got their man on the White House beat

As for me I’m here nervous and blue

Got a bad case of the deficit Flu

 

I always try to pay as I go

Cut up my credit cards a long time ago

Got a Toyota with two hundred thousand miles                                                                         

Guess I’ll be driving it a long, long while

I can be thrifty and frugal, honest and true

That won’t help at all when the Deficit comes Due

 

I’m carrying the national debt

Sinking deeper into the deficit

My children got their own load too

Trying to find a good job something to do

Can’t shake it just sticks like glue

Got a bad case of the Deficit Flu

 It’s not my own debt makes me feel so blue

I got a bad case of the Big Tax Cut Deficit Flu

 

Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec

 

 

What do Georgia Gilmore and Martha Stewart have in common?  Not much.

 

Georgia Theresa Gilmore

Georgia Theresa Gilmore, she died in the kitchen

She was cooking a pot of chicken like she had always done

Always in the background, She did what she could do

To keep the people marching.  ‘til they got the battle won 

 

Georgia Theresa Gilmore, seems like she was always cooking

Maybe not too good looking but a Mama to them all

She had a Club from Nowhere with the ladies from Montgomery

Raising money selling pastries, her way of battering down that wall

 

Georgia Theresa Gilmore she walked slowly to the doorway

A white-haired bouncer stood there stone-faced and said

“Who do we have today?”

She says “I’m nobody special, I just cooked chicken for some people

That were doing a work of freedom.  Guess my heart just gave away.”

 

The bouncer stood there grinning and pulled her into that blue heaven

There were lots of people standing that she’d known along the way

A big long white-clothed table just waiting for a feasting

And the smells of someone’s kitchen.  It was Georgia Gilmore’s day

 

Georgia Theresa Gilmore said  “The food is smells like heaven. And I sure do have a hunger.

Why it makes me want to sing”  . She laughed a great surprise and their were tears in her eyes

 to see who was doing the cooking;  a smiling Martin Luther King.

 

At the door came a bold knocking and it was pretty Martha Stewart,

the bouncer asked, “What have you done to come a trucking to my door?” 

“Why I’m rich and very famous,  I’m a wonderful decorator,

and I can cook a gourmet meal, I’m clever, cute and more”

 

The Bouncer nodded slowly “You know I heard about your story, and I am really sorry but you can’t come in today. 

 Today we are a feasting someone who cooked for lots of people.

She cooked for love and freedom and she gave her heart away.”   

 

Georgia Theresa Gilmore, she died in the kitchen

She was cooking a pot of chicken like she had always done

She’d say  “ I’m nobody special, I just cooked chicken for some people

That were doing a work of freedom.  ‘til they got the battle won “.

 

Copyright 2005 W. A. Kostelec

 

In a one week period I wrote 7 songs and then a friend said, "You ought to write one about Social Security."  Here's number eight.

Social Insecurity

I got a social insecurity I can feel it in my bones

There’s a changing of the weather and dark clouds over my home

 A Bible in the pulpit and morality on the tongue

A shadow falls across the land a cloud across the sun

They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones

But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns

 

There’s an old man on the corner his beard a yellowed gray

His coat’s too warm for Springtime, his sanity’s gone astray

There’s a line out on the sidewalk of men and women young and old

Smoking cigarettes while they’re waiting to enter where their life’s blood’s sold

 

In a shining defining moment there’s the man on the TV

Talking earnestly about his plan to save Social Security

He’s frightening all the old folks and lying to the young

"The system’s nearly bankrupt something radical’s to be done"

 

He’s the hero of the right wing to set the people free

From the socialistic prism of the Roosevelt legacy

He’s a man of the people, he’s the common people’s man

Climbed up himself from near the bottom of his Grandfather’s wealthy clan

They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones

But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns

 

I’ve got a social insecurity the hair is raising on my back

The watchdog’s are out watching and the spies are keeping a close track

Creepy peeking eyes hide beneath their Inquisition hoods

There’s a guard at the gate where once the freedom’s beacon stood

 

There’s A Bible in the pulpit and morality on the tongue

A shadow falls across the land a cloud across the sun

They got their flag a flying, they’re the patriotic ones

But you won’t see any of their children out there carrying the guns

 I got a social insecurity I can feel it in my bones

There’s a changing of the weather and dark clouds over my home

Copyright 2005, W. A. Kostelec

 

Here are a couple songs from earlier recordings. 

Another song about work, hard work, and about the people who do it.   And guess what, a lot of them are and have been immigrants!

 

Child of Immigration

I am a night shift weldor, waiting for the dawn

Sweating over steel with a smoking electric gun

Building big earth movers to tear up Mother's ground

And making union wages, blue‑collar dreams pinned down.

 

My father was a stillman in an oil refinery

His father came from Europe to make money and be free

Came to work the steel mills and to raise a family

The poison of the steel dust killed him though they blamed it on TB

 

I am a country farmer working out in my fields

Keeping my machines up and increasing all my yields

I'm the backbone of my country in the breadbasket of the land

Putting food on peoples tables with the labor of my hands.

 

My parents came from Norway to till the prairie ground

Mine were European Gypsies who came here to settle down

Sometimes they called us squareheads,

sometimes they called us round,

We settled in the mountains, we settled in the towns.

 

I'm the land of immigration, they call me melting pot

I've a coat of many colors and I'll tell you what I'm not

I'm not a rubber stamp, I'm not a pre‑fit mold

But I can take your foreign steel and refine it into gold

 

I'm not a thoroughbred, I'm not a pedigree

Just a shaggy friendly mutt, that's the way I want to be

My people they are Christian, my people they are Jews

My people they are Muslim, my people are Hindu.

 

Sometimes I like the foreigners and there are times I don't

Sometimes I think they'll steal my job

There are times I know they won't

The thing that keeps me honest is to remember who I am

I'm the child of immigration in

An Immigrated Land


 

I'm the land of immigration, they call me melting pot

I've a coat of many colors and I'll tell you what I'm not

I'm not a rubber stamp, I'm not a pre‑fit mold

But I can take your foreign steel and refine it into gold.

 

Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec

I had a friend that everybody called Duke.  In WWII he worked out of England flying B-17s.  He was also a storyteller and I heard hundreds of them over the years. The scars of war affect veterans in many ways.  Most of them cope with their scars and that allows us the luxury  of romanticizing their experiences and their wars, and thus we feel free to keep going to war. Sometimes the coping mechanisms that people use are destructive forces in themselves and they end up masking the true sources of a person's dysfunction.

Memorial Day

There's a pear tree in the corner that he planted in the Spring of '63

His youngest child turned 2 that day now each pear tastes of a memory

The yellow roses are dropping petals as they have for 25 years or so

The old fence it leans so little; good post-holes that he dug so long ago

 

He drinks a cup of coffee sitting by himself at the kitchen table

No matter how he sweetens it the coffee always tastes of regret

The garden looks neglected though he weeds it whenever he is able

But lately he is feeling the kind of tired for which there is no rest

 

It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright

It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night

But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll

On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul

 

Along the shady street there are just a couple lonely flags a flying

It's been a windy Spring but today they are hanging sad and limp

The rattle of a lawnmower and the chatter of some children break the silence

He'd like to have a cigarette but instead he takes the pills prescribed for him

 

It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright

It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night

But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll

On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul

 

In the kitchen drawer there's a  box full of ribbons and brassy things

Some costume jewelry and mementos but he still wears his wedding ring

His fingers are all swollen as he fumbles through the remnants of a time

When the things that he believed in were the medals and the ribbons in his mind

 

It used to be that whiskey was enough to make him feel alright

It was whiskey eased the wailing of the wartime ghost of the weary night

But the years of barroom sloppy and bedroom reckless finally took their toll

On the wife who once so loved him that her leaving left a desert in his soul

  

Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec

 

Smiling Jack, a Talking Blues

  

My house sits longs side a railroad track and I cross that bridge to get myself back

and forth to work bout every day and once in awhile along the way I meet some fella

walking the line and we nod our heads or spend some time blowing the breeze

just standing above the river rolling.

 

One day in the Fall on my way back I ran into a man called Smiling Jack by those that

knew him, that called him friend, a train had just passed around the bend, and me and

Jack talked for quite awhile, he had a faded coat and a hesitating smile.

 

A nice little fella about five foot three and by his coat I could see that he’d been in the

Army, and it’d been some time, so I asked him about it and it was on his mind to talk

and he really let go, his eyes were red and his talk was slow.

 

My brother and me, we got us a ranch,  got some horses, good piece a land, good

place for a man to spend his time. But not me I gotta come down here and stand in line at the VA hospital. 

Don’t do no damned good, seems to me  Got a case a that Agent Orange disease.

 

Boy I haven’t been able to hold down work ,  and them bureaucrats, don’t care who they hurt, 

my legs are useless about half the time, My stomach’s shot   

 there are some days I think I’m gonna  lose my mind.

 

I’m staying down on the River with my friend Jim, he’s got a bad liver he’s a drinking

man, and I’m afraid one o these days I’m gonna have to put him in the ground. 

In Seattle they’re looking for a liver for Jim but he’s gotta stay off the liquor and its hard on him

But he’s trying cause its the only chance he’s got.

 

With that Jack pulled his coat in tight and smiled and bid me have a good night and

walked off hunched up in his own peculiar way. And I could hear the coming of another

train and hurried off down the track again and that’s the last time I ever saw old Smiling

Jack.

 

You see and hear a lot of funny things when you live so close to the railroad trains,

them tracks are good for moving more than tankers and boxcars.

Under the bridge they might congregate, human surplus on the move from state to

state, more stories to tell than the Brooklyn or the Golden Gate.

 

In the Dark of the Night the trains go rumbling down, above the drifters asleep on the

Cold Cold Ground, as I lay there listening to the rattling on my window glass;

 I think about the difference between them and me but the truth is I just can’t see

how such a life can ever come to pass

 

Lot’s a people took off for the road, stuck in some Limbo like bodiless souls, like the

whistling of the wind or the train rumbling in the night,

Go wandering down some endless track, they got to keep going cause they can’t turn back,

like the man on the bridge they call Smiling Jack…

 

Copyright 2004 W. A. Kostelec